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Apuntes sobre el líquido cerebro-espinal en el aparato nervioso... Simpático y parasimpático...

Formación de nudos o traumas que ejercen presión en determinadas zonas del cuerpo y sobre todo rompen el curso normal entre los dos sistemas, provocando bloqueos... 

I follow with real interest each publication and every reflection that you write. I feel honored that you accept my intrusions and some words that I dare to send you - impulsively- as a reaction to your lucid mind and to your curious search of a certain truth.

Your studies are very superior and your preparation have very solid bases. In contrast with this constant crisis, you have known how to canalise your creative beeing and to expose it. 

As for my thoughts there is an origin that keeps on growing, in spite of myself and that helps my state of negation: “ Said or not, God is always present “ (Jung versus Freud).

We live in a time of confrontation and social procrastination, result of the constant battle between the Legality and Power. My approach to this situation is distant, as an observer that doesn´t participate. Only my hand works and my spirit shares the fortune that is my life with needy people, exclusive people, sick individuals with names that I can help, as far as I can, with donations and special attentions. 

At the contrary, my work in Art, that is a strugle to clarify a sense of human condition in it´s  search of beauty, impacts constantly with the depression of the person I love the most and, possibly, more tortured that is my elderly mother sent in a state that claims her own death.

A mother that is a creative beeing and a believer, has stumped against her own tiredness and her solitude. God does not arrive nor is expected. It’s a opposite state to her ten pregnancies and only fed by a mantra that she constantly repeat: “ I have my Lord and your father is with Him “. But, enclosed, only rejects life; tired, only attacks the ones who help her and her sorrow is real. She accepts her reality as a destiny and awaits for the end. She is contradictory honest and violently sound. My consolation is futile.

The empathy that I have -even in the distance- drives me crazy and my life, sick, as a predeterminated destiny that drives me to her own desperation.

I am not depressed -at least I have strenght not to close myself too much- and I am constant , respecting her decision.

How do you find a God, a jew- christian complex, that allows this passive euthanasy, that is letting yourself die ? 

In the painting of Ophelia, crazed, she dies by drowning and the Preraphaelite esthetic show us her face and hands open as in meditation.

Here the Art is a curious reflection of her death, suicidal and full of pain, Hamlet beeing a story of disincounters and specialy a topic of treason and Ophelia and the rest, die in a poisoned fight.

Sincerily 

P.s. Facing a culture that survives a decadent state, incenting an art as the sets of a Harry Potter film, I rather Socrates‘ simpathy for the Devil’s master of life, the curiously prominent Einstein’s parietal lobule, the alcoholism of Saint Theresa of Jesus:

“Vivo sin vivir en mi

 y tan alta vida espero

 que muero porque no muero”

If we have learned something it´s that life goes towards happiness desperately. When you have lost everything, when you have reached bottom, when the Sun disapears, remains a genetic instinct of survival, over any kind of believe, politic, methodology or science. 

Cuando el sistema se encuentra lleno de estos nudos que bloquean el flujo continuo de los fluídos, se empieza a acostumbrar y puede llegar a crear patologías comunes que con el tiempo pueden ser sintomáticas de una enfermedad... Aislamiento, desorden obsesivo-compulsivo, desequilibrios mentales, insomnio... A veces puede llegar a un punto de paranoia y psicopatías graves, sociopatía...

Es tambien una teoría sobre los colores básicos y cómo influyen en la percepción de la realidad... Este es mi estudio y está basado en un experimento científico con ayuda de profesionales, puramente empírico..., es indescifrable pero su tratamiento puede ser eficaz..., la contemplación de estas pinturas son prueba de ello..